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Mar. 17th, 2010 | 09:32 pm


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So Stupid

Feb. 5th, 2010 | 02:42 am

Sometimes I wonder if I'm being too nice to people and being taken advantage of. But then if I don't help them I'll start thinking I'm a jackass or something. So fucking stupid. Bwaaaaaaargh.

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Jan. 2nd, 2010 | 04:23 am

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Dec. 30th, 2009 | 12:47 am


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Wow Joleong, you are such a

Dec. 26th, 2009 | 01:18 am

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A good night of Bak Kut Teh, Jim Beam and Nice Trannies

Dec. 24th, 2009 | 07:23 pm

Last night was pretty eventful but the part that I wanna blog about which is also why I'm feeling rather contemplative right now is the conversation I had with both old and new friends last night which was really good. I met up with a secondary school friend and got to know her brother and his other friend. The brother's a pretty cool guy with some strong views about life. A little incensed but I'm guessing he's seen and been through a fair amount of shit. I don't agree with some of his viewpoints but I respect that he actually HAS views, makes a strong stand about them and is doing something to express them. We talked about finding your purpose in life, about finding that particular thing that just (immediately) feels right to you and makes you feel that you are making a difference.

Of course not everyone does find that unfortunately, and it's sad when I think about those people who are doing what they do purely for the cash even though they are miserable as fuck with where they are. Of course it's unrealistic to hope that everyone can/will find their purpose but look at Steve Jobs, Bill Gates, Oprah. It is people like these that prove it's entirely possible to find that one thing you're madly in love with, do it, make a difference, and that if you do it with no thought of the monetary benefits and do it just because you're hell passionate about it, the money comes in by itself, because what you're doing is just right.

Anyway, this isn't some emo, brooding post that should damper the mood. It is, after all, Christmas. Just wanted to record my thoughts somewhere. So Merry Christmas people and have a good one.

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Dec. 22nd, 2009 | 11:00 pm

Someone just told me that the devil is GETTING TO ME because I have not been going to church and that I should be ashamed for backsliding.

This honestly scares me. Not because the ~devil is getting to me~ but because you have to be insane/psychotic on some level to be able to say something like that to someone who isn't even your enemy (and actually mean it). I don't know if I'm offending anyone here but I am honestly not ashamed that I have stopped going to church. I still do believe in God but it is times and people like these that really put me off and make me see no point in going to church.

ALSOOOOO, just minutes after this happened, I was surfing through Quote Book and this came up:

How cool is that seriously. It was honestly a total coincidence. (or is ittttt? hmmm) rofl. Wish I could show it to you but you'd probably combust into flames or start preaching to me again. The former would be great but the latter's just not cool so meh. And omg thinking about having to go back for christmas service now just makes me want to blow my head off.

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Nov. 26th, 2009 | 12:42 am

It's getting difficult to draw the line between what is wrong and what is against my morals.

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Nov. 15th, 2009 | 03:07 pm

Just because I keep quiet about it doesn't mean I'm okay with shit like this.

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Nov. 11th, 2009 | 08:22 pm
mood: relaxedrelaxed
music: OneRepublic

We were bored and trying not to think about how fungry we were during crit. I swear we were all damn hungry we could hear each other's stomachs growling. I even heard taipang's stomach growl HAHAHA. (he was sitting next to me). But of course I acted blur lah hahahah.

Anyway, crit went well enough I would say. Furdee mumbled a "good" to me when I was done which was quite comforting considering I haven't been having the easiest time with him the past few weeks. (y)

Going back to Fridae tomorrow to hand them some artwork. As much as I really enjoyed my time there, I really hope that there won't be anything else I need to do for their campaign after tomorrow. Right now I just want to concentrate on fyp and nothing else. Honestly speaking, I'm hell excited to start.

Also my family is going off to Switzerland in december. Initially I very much wanted to go along as well, but of course I was worried about fyp. And now they just keep telling me that there's more than enough time for my fyp, and that I'll be missing out on SOOOO MUCH if I don't go. And all their constant nagging and other nonsense is just backfiring and making me NOT want to go now. Plus it might be fun to be home alone for a while. I might go and camp at different people's houses or something during that time [:

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